sometimes just trying to help

well I don't really have a life anymore because of my back injury,of course that's just the perception in the mind,see i get caught up into things I can no longer do instead of focusing on the things I can do.but when you're battling your brain and the bad side is winning,not so easy.and sitting here today wondering where the summer has gone,and also reading about other people,like trying to comment about somebody who's about to embark on a road trip,and if they should use their vehicle to make sure its road worthy,but I was accused of trying to make people paranoid. I heard this saying and somebody told me it was from the Boy Scouts,it's called the five P's
proper preparation
prevents poor
performance
basically if you don't do the proper footwork you're setting yourself up for failure,I'm just thinking of mechanical failure into machines we use in our life,you know automobiles,example,if you have a vehicle that has been sitting for three months not being used,and you also purchased the vehicle used,and then you plan on taking it on a cross-country trip,you're most likely to have mechanical issues,or maybe you won't,but in my thinking the smart thing would be to take it on a weekend trip to make sure it's not going to overheating,or have some other kind of mechanical problem,that way you can fix your problem before you start out on your cross-country trip,anyways my point is that if you do proper preparation you have less chances for poor performance.
anyways I have not updated this blog long time because frankly I do not want to write negative stuff and it's the way I've been feeling,when I comment on other people's blogs I'm just trying to help,I'm not trying to be mean.I guess my life experiences sometimes are hard to explain to other people.no my biggest problem in life right now is trying to find suitable employment,but now it seems the longer I'm unemployed the worst it's getting,soon as I tell people about my back injury the conversation changes very fast,if we find something that meets your qualifications will definitely give you a call.

I need to focus on the positives.
today I have a roof over my head
today I am not homeless
today I can still walk
today I still have food in my fridge
today I still have electricity
today I still have???????????
that focus on the good things I have today will go better.